Let me share my misery with you guys I recently qualified as a podiatrist as you know and am just applying for my registration with the Health Professions Council. For this I needed my doctor to fill out a health form to say I am healthy and don't have any psycopathic illnesses etc. She ticked the general good health box and added "Overweight!!!(lots of exclamation marks after)".
I am gutted, yes I know I am 3 stone overweight but my general thoughts were I'm pretty good, vegan, non-smoker, happily married, no nasty diseases or psychiatric problems just "fat bastard".
Now this will be on my record forever even though I haven't been overweight for that long.
I'm totally gutted, I feel like I have a sign over my house saying, "Fat person lives here". It's my sisters wedding tomorrow and I don't want to be in any of the photos now because the rest of my family is thin.
I guess I haven't dealt with the overweight issue and ignored it because I'm scared I will lose "me" if I get thin and become a mean person like my mother. I always associate being happy with being overweight and it makes me feel like a better mother and wife being overweight in a funny way.
I guess I am going to have to deal with this issue now and deal with my weight but the lasy time I was thin I was very unhappy, unhappily married to my ex-husband and going through really bad times and i guess i am afraid to go back there Maybe I'm being stupid.
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