All my life I've been obsessed with eating. Typically with eating too much though in puberty I was anorexic for a year. I realized this weekend that I'm probably hypoglycemic. One "cure" I read about is no caffenine, sugar nor alcohol and eating several small, whole grain based meals every day. And always eating a small within one hour of waking and sleeping. Always have a small meal because a large meal will upset blood sugar.
It's only been a day and a half and I already feel better. I really think that I was "addicted" to food because of my blood sugar. I was forever stuffing myself then getting too hungry and trying to put off eating because I was feeling guilty for overeating earlier.
For a long time I've been on the defensive with everyone, thinking people are basically out to get me. Not full blown paranoia but ready to get mad at the least perceived insult. Some of this is my blood sugar and some of it is feeling worthless as a person. I am the youngest in my family and always felt defenseless hence rage.
It feels good to explain this. Anybody had similiar experiences?
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