I know this is going to sound like a joke, but let me explain. I used to be a really smart kid. People would comment on how intelligent I was and kids in school would poke fun at me for speaking properly. I was quick witted and it was easy for me to carry a conversation. I caught onto things very quickly and I remembered everything. I was very good with spelling and grammar and such.
Now, I know I don't have the healthiest diet in the world. I live on chips and candy, mostly, because I'm poor and because I don't know how to cook. I started feeling slower and less....there...with things about my sophomore year in high school. I started feeling like it took me longer to grasp certain concepts. I stopped being able to memorize whole sentences by looking at them. I started forgetting how to talk to people and for the first time in my life I didn't have anything to say. I started noticing mistakes in my spelling, run-on sentences and weird errors in grammar that I would never make in my earlier years.
I'm probably at my worst right now. Now when I look at a poorly written sentence I can't even tell what's wrong with it. I don't read anymore. I've found some books to be difficult to read, whereas I've never had that problem before. I can't think critically in the slightest and I have no problem solving skills whatsoever. I can drive somewhere I've been a hundred times and I'll still need my navigator to tell me where to go.
I was thinking about it and wondering what might have changed that year when stuff started going wrong, and I remembered that was the year I went vegetarian. It's been getting worse these past few-vegan-years and the only reason I could think of that could explain my sudden ....stupidity... is a poor diet. Maybe I'm not getting some nutrient I need? Is there a certain vitamin or mineral I should be getting that helps with brain function? It seems dumb but I'm really depressed and sort of scared that I randomly lost a bunch of brain cells. I'm only 20 years old and I've never done a drug in my life. I just can't think of why else this would be happening.
Thanks in advance. You can laugh if you want, haha.
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